February 14th

It's almost  VALENTINES DAY!!!!!! <3

 Finally! The day has come where all the lovers of the world can openly express their love for one another, without having to hear any bullshit from others. A day where many confessions, acceptances and rejections will occur. The day where people who are in a funk with their relationship, can rekindle their feelings for eachother  XD  

 

I hope you guys are super excited!!!!!!.....

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Because I'm not...

Yes, Sadly I got dumped by a guy that I honestly thought I was bound to spend the rest of my life with T_T
And of course the best part is that he broke it off before Valentines day this time. Last time he broke up with me literally the day OF my prom. His timing is lovely :)

I was gonna be bitter and tell you how Valentines Day is gay and how love isn't real and all that, but after I had time to think, I realized that I know that is not true.

Just because this guy dumped me, doesn't mean I am not worth it and will NEVER  find love and happiness even again.

No. Far from it.

He lost out and that's his problem.If your boyfriend/girlfriend dumped you OR you are no longer in a relationship, maybe instead of being depressed and down in the dumps, it should spark a new beginning. You shouldn't feel sad, you should think highly of yourself, and days like valentines day should get you motivated!

I know that's easier said then done...


But it's working pretty well for me right now. Not a SINGLE tear yet. I'm actually chilling lol. That doesn't mean I didn't love him, but when I remember all the shit he put me through and how I actually gave HIM soooo many chances, and how I really tried to make this work, and HE breaks up with me through text message????AGAIN???

       I have no fucks left to give.

But for all the couples who are together this Valentines day, please, express your love freely, be merry, be happy with your signifigant other. That would be the least you can do for the people who are out of love :)

Whether you have a Valentines or not, have a very wonderful Valentines Day.

CAUSE WE LIKE TO PARTY!!!!!

First and foremost, I think an apology is due for me not blogging for SOOOOOOO LONG. lol I literally haven't blogged since last year LOL!!!

HAPPY NEW YEARS BTW!!!!!

2012 FTW!!!! LOL 

Anyway, I have a really good excuse for not blogging though, One was FINALS which sucked all the life, photons and neutrons out of me - - and two was after finals, I was really busy showing Australians around NY (put that in a separate blog) and planning for my POST CHRISTMAS PARTY!!!! That went amazing btw, and YES I have pictures for you, they're not really photo-shopped, so be prepared to see us au natural LOL.


But yeah, the Christmas party that me and my best friend Rina threw seriously went great, and everybody seemed to have such a good time, even thought a lot of people DOUBTED us, and out ability to make a rocking fucking party, OF COURSE, we shut them down.
#SWAG


The pictures of course started taking place BEFORE the party, because east westers cannot wait to take a photo so we snapped some on the train :

 From Left to Right: Alex, Sam, Arielle and Eric <3 Of course this picture was forced and I asked Sam and Alex SIX TIMES to just look at the camera, Alex still didn't in the end though QQ....

 Jing and Simon chucking up the deuces

 Me and my Yao Yao, SHE'S SO CUTE RIGHT????? Although I will admit that when I take a picture with Yaoli, it always looks cute :)

 MIKE!!!!! Whom I haven't seen in a long time, but I finally got to see him for the party!!!! :D

 My lovlies from left to right: Martha,Evelyn and Andrew. Being quite adorable if I might add.

 Me and My love.
We spent two whole days together!!!!! The day of the Post Christmas Party and our ANNIVERSARY!!!!
1 Whole year baby!!!!

 LOL with that being said, here's me trying to make out with Evelyn XD

 Lie to me and tell me this boy is not sooo cute???? Londel is so photogenic, I really wish people can just point a camera at me and I can instantly look so fab like he does in this picture ><

 Evelyn just HAD to bring her Domo - -

Mena!!!!^^^ Who I haven't seen in a while also came <3 I was so excited to see her!!!
LOL and look at Jing!!! Adorable level: 9000


The train ride was ALMOST as fun as the party:

 Everybody chowing down on sushi before even singing (Thank You Martha )

Sam and Yaoli :D

Yes I know, Kinda blurry but... Still looks cute :D

 The crew acting retard-o ~

Peep Londel's face XD

 Just sitting on my lovers lap 

that's where I was most of the partyThat is if wasn't running around all hectictrying to get all the contest together and prizes together XD

 Yaoli and Masaki finally met at MY PARTY!

I bring bitches together, Bitches love togetherness

 tried to get a group picture of everyone but there was not enough space to back up and get everyone in the shot; But i am an idiot because I just now realized that I had the panorama feature on my camera that could have gotten everyone - -

 this is the second half of the failed group Shot, and I still didn't get every one - -

Photography fail: Lvl 10

 I'll make it up to you with a  incredible  picture of Christian and I

 Fun fact # 1:

 When trying to take a picture of the fabulous Andrew and Evelyn, note that you will have  to take at least two , because they always FUCK UP the first shot LOL :P

 Fun Fact # 2:

 Evelyn looks like she is totally getting fingered by Andrew. This disturbs me.

 ...hehe

They finally got it together though :)

These are All the gift and prizes that we got for everyone <3 . I just want to make it clear that Rina and I spent A LOT of money,time and effort on this party! Between buying ALL the prizes, the pounds of candy and assosories for the goodie bags, running around the world to buy cute things for the prizes,making sure people didn't cancel on us, making up all the contest WHILE playing the role of the host at the party, it was pretty crazy.

Why did we do all of that you ask?

~Because we love you guys~

 One of the host, looking damn fine I might add.

Warning: Still shots of people singing up ahead:

Oh, Sorry. I was drooling over Christians lashes.

 Happy Couple <3

and more people singing:

 THIS, is NOT Londel, this is Cree in Londels body .LOL

Londel took her place in the girls singing contest because she couldn't make it sadly :C 

The head distinguished who is who.

 FFFFFFFFF Devon and her beautiful singing! I have never been put to shame so gracefully before :)

 Everyone looking like they  had a great time :'

 Nice little rare shot of Sams legit natural smile:)

 The three musketeers  showing each other love :)

 Does he even know that we are flipping his ass off, or does he just really not care anymore? LOL

 either way fuck you!

LOL

 Aww, so cute ! Throwing up the peace signs <3

 ~ Le Asian crew big asians with MY CAMERA! :3

 I was the combo breaker!

 I love the swag of this picute ! Masaki over there thinking he's a pimp though! I'll show you A pimp!

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 This sir, is A PIMP! TY , come again.

No matter where these people are cards is an option anywhere LOL

I now end this fantastic blog post with a picture of my crew (the people who didn't leave early).

 It was such a fantastic time ,and I am so happy that everyone had a good time:) Everyone seemed to have love the goodie bags and prizes that we gave out, but above all that, I'm sure the best part was all of us seeing each other again. It has been too long since we all just chilled in one room, and everyone just seemed so relaxed and happy. :)

Seeing all the smiling faces was probably the best part for me :3. Anyway  THANK YOU FOR READING, AND I PROMISE, WILL WRITE MORE VERY SOON :)

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