"The one thing I love to do in this world is draw XD"

-TheWizKidYO             ;D

I think I mentioned that in my first post that I would make a separate post about my art so here it goes!

Dat talent ^

I have been drawing ever since I was super young. It was a really fun and therapeutic thing to do, it still is actually!!!
 I have drawn everything from Comics to posters XD. Not officially of course, just little petty projects that I used to busy myself with. Now or day though, I don't even have time to do that. Being a college student sucks the life and free time out of you! Especially since this week and the next is finals week - - fml with a stick.

ANYWAY,BACK TO DRAWING!

I drew a really awesome picture for you guys!! Even Photo-shopped it for your viewing pleasure :) .I'm excited to see what you guys think of it, but first,I kind of wanted to share with you guys the "evolution" of my drawing skills. You Know,Drawings from like when I was really young, up till now.


I gotta warn you though, it's not really accurate, and its kind of mostly drawing from ages 10 -15. But i 'm sure you'll get the gist of it!

First up!

Drawing a "S" like that when I was young was considered cool XD

This drawing is from when I was like ten maybe. Not trying to toot my horn but uh.. I think that's a pretty damn good drawing for a ten year old! I mean, yeah the hands and fingers are pretty funky, but you see that hair and outfit."Josipina"  looking pretty fly if you ask me.I Still want shoes like that up to this very DAY! That accuracy :3 

LOL @ the badly drawn cat

This picture was inspired by pirates (obviously)and I think I was like twelve or thirteen when this was made. I remember telling myself I would take this picture and make a comic book out of it ,which I never did LOL.I just love how cute the little blond girl looks as shes staring at the idol pirate that shes aspiring to be,swing right through the sky.

You See the diversity in this picture though!  You got the Spanish woman, Caucasian girl, The black guy, and an asian girl! See how amazing of a child I was!I don't exactly know the race of the little boy trying to take the black kids hair spray, but I think I maybe was trying to make him middle eastern... or maybe he was just a generic little boy ROFL .

He's made of rubber - (female singers) how did that happen?
Yo-ho-ho he took a bite of Gum Gum

We all know what this is!
ITS THE NAME OF THE TREASURE IN THE GRAND LINE! SET SAIL FOR ONE PIECE!
I honestly NEVER watched this show, I just drew it because I liked the picture and all the complicated things that were going on! So I challenged myself you know! I didn't add color to anyone except the red head girl, because thought She was awesome even without knowledge of the show! I  think her name was Nami? correct me if i'm wrong.


 And no to didn't trace it! I looked at the picture from the internet:

seems legit to me, what do you think?

and,lastly!

15 years of age when I drew this :D

I discovered photoshop! This was My first digitally altered picture ever! I was pretty stoked. Dont know why its circus themed though. Dont ask me what my demented teenage self was thinking at the time ._.

But I the really like that random hampster with a bow.There is no purpose for his existance except to be small and cute XD 


There's a lot more drawings but i'm sure you liked it anyway.

And now! What you've been waiting for: (not really), my super up to date drawing that I finished yesterday nightI just for you guys!!!

 . . .

YAY! legit huh?

Do you LOVE it? Do you HATE it?  Tell me in the comment box below! I now set it so that people can comment anonymously without having an account! SO PLEASE  FEEL FREE TO COMMENT Any body is welcomed to do so! XD

Thanks for visiting!

I AM OH, SO SAD

So very sad..

So, A lot of shit just happened between me and my mother, and I said a few things I regret, and acted a certain way that I honestly don't want to see again from myself.


I wont bore you with the whole sob story of what happened, or tell you how depressed I am inside, but I will throw some truths out there that I believe I learned from this whole crazy situation. I believe they're absolute life lessons that if you don't heed, will bite you in the ass in the future.

1. WATCH WHAT YOU SAY AND MORE IMPORTANTLY, HOW YOU SAY IT.

When I was trying to get my point across to my mother, I ended up getting upset that she did not understand me. Instead of thinking of a better way to put it, or even just calling it quits if she refused to see things my way, I lashed out on her and told her "I don't have a mother".Told her she cut off. It's done. Don't ask me to do anything for you.

...I think I really said that to hurt her, but you know in the end, i'm the one who's hurting, because I regret it. I steered the situation in a way it didn't need to go. That's why I advise ALL OF YOU to think about what you say before you say it. It's not always easy to do that, because everyone is human when it comes down to it, but its a practice that has to be done.And it's also about how you say things to people, no one will listen to you if you're all attitude, up in their face, trying to talk over them.That honestly won't get you anywhere, because your point will be lost with all the attitude and yelling, and it will come down more to the point of respect...which brings me to my next point...
     
      2. ALWAYS HAVE RESPECT FOR PEOPLE.


Especially your parents. You will always lose the battle if you choose to not have respect for them.
And even if you hate someones guts, make sure to respect them. You don't have to like them. All humans deserve respect. I will admit, i'm guilty of not respecting a lot of people,because I choose to act like a child, or to "look tough" or something idiotic like that. When I look back on it, I feel terribly stupid. And I feel like it comes to bite me in the ass, because I feel some people don't respect me. *shurg* Karma is a fierce bitch I guess. :/ 
     
     3. DO NOT EXPECT SO MUCH OUT OF PEOPLE.

I feel that this is the BEST realization i've ever made.I really used to look at anime's and  see how much someone would FIGHT for somebody else. How they would never give up, and how they will always respect/love that person no matter what. Sadly, that's not the real world. Don't EVER, no matter what the situation, EXPECT somebody to comfort you or make you happy. Don't Expect a friend/boyfriend/sister/brother/mom/dad/ANYONE to run after you after a heated situation. You have to depend on YOU to and make YOURSELF happy. If they happen to do so, makes sure to keep that person around, cause that's someone with a big heart, but 9 TIMES OUT OF 10 , you wont get that from anyone, period.

And that's it! That's what I learned. those 3 points will take you far if you make the choice to follow them <3. OH AND ONE MORE IMPORTANT POINT.

 If you happen to end up in a fucked up situation like me, where you did not follow ANY of those three points LEARN FROM IT! You can't beat yourself up for ever, like I said before people are humans, and when that happens, its all about repairing and growth of your inner self.Just cheer up when it happens, because you don't want to end up in a dark place.

How Do I cheer myself up after a shitty day you ask?

I TAKE MY DEPRESSED ASS TO FUNNY JUNK DOT COM!!!!
cheers me up everytime :D

GETS ME EVERYTIME XD

Or I watch Regular Show:

LOVIN' IN THE SUMMER TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL cheer a sad girl up by leaving a comment below or following me....or posting on my FB wall that you liked my blog if your my friend on FB.

Thanks again for reading :)